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Why do I bother sometimes?

I do what is asked of me and I try to make the best choices with what limited information I have.

Yet I get ignored as if it does not matter.

I try and make sure things run smoothly and I get nothing, no feedback no insight on things, nothing.

So why do I bother?



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If you think you can do a better job then I have for the past many months, then by all means please step up and do it. You think you are above the rules that are set out for everyone just because of who you know. Am I upset? Yeah I guess you could say just a little. Go figure.



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I am tired, really seriously tired.

Why make rules if they are not going to apply to everyone that is supposed to be subject to them?



Why do I bother enforcing them when the few people that should also be enforcing them don't even bother?



The only person that comes out looking bad on that is me. I am sorry but I am not doing it anymore, and I am about to stop caring and that is truly sad.



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I have kept my mouth shut for a while now because I didn’t want to upset anyone or rock the boat but you know what? I have reached that point. I know why others have left and I don’t blame them.

Why would they want to stay?

Why would I want to stay?



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I am going to take some time to think about this and no I am not going to make it private, you can assume what you want. That is now your issue, not mine.

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LadyChordewa
20:57 Mar 14 2008

Unfortunately there are several people on here that believe they are above the rules....



I think doing what is best and doing what is right, such as following the rules, is honorable. When someone feels they are above the "law", they tend to become bullies and feel they have full reign and then push the limits.



Unfortunately around here....there are plenty that feel that they can do anything, due to being admins, or being friends with an admin.....whatever.

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